The Big Move

This week is moving week for Justin and I. It was so weird to go back to his house on Sunday and see that his whole room was packed up and ready to go with us to the new place. I really, honestly can not believe that we are moving in together.

I was never sure over the years that I would ever find anyone that I would want to live with and think that it could work out in the end. (I mean anyone other than my friend Jocelyn who I am pretty sure had no plans of a Lesbian relationship with me.) It has really been a good week for us after the nervous breakdown I had because we were moving in together. I finally realized that it is going to be ok because for the first time in a really long time I am finally getting the chance to settle down. No more moving or feeling like I have no place to call my own. We are talking in adult talk like, "We need to redesign the kitchen and rip out the cabinets and put in new ones." I mean really does that sound like me? The normal words out of my mouth are, "What time does happy hour begin?"

Getting over my youth and realizing what age I really am has totally changed my outlook on life. I have realized that there really is no need to be scared. Justin is a good person and if we don't work out it will hurt but I will have learned from it and that is the only way to go into a relationship...with no fear of being hurt. (Easier said than done!)

I do have to say though that I am happy and content with my life right now and you know what...that is just fine with me.